“I wanted to kill myself” — Femi Opabunmi shares his grace-to-grass story

By Monsurah Olatunji 

Former Nigeria international Femi Opabunmi has bravely shared the challenges that led to his early retirement from football.

Once a promising talent, he scored six goals in six appearances for Nigeria’s U17 team and one goal in three matches for the Super Eagles between 2001 and 2002.

Opabunmi gained recognition as a key player in the 2001 FIFA U17 World Championship, where he netted a hat-trick against Australia, earning him the Silver Shoe as the tournament’s second-highest goalscorer and the Bronze Ball as the third-best player.

His impressive performance helped Nigeria reach the final, where they ultimately lost to France, attracting interest from elite clubs like Manchester United, Lyon, and Celta Vigo.

He also made his mark on the international stage by playing for the Super Eagles at the 2002 FIFA World Cup, becoming the third-youngest player to compete in the finals.

Tragically, his career was cut short in 2006 due to serious glaucoma, which has left him completely blind in his right eye. “My situation cost me a lot—millions, not just 30 or 40! But I thank God I’m still alive,” he reflected in an interview with Vanguard.

Recalling the onset of his condition, Opabunmi described a match with Niort FC in France where he suddenly lost vision while attempting to head the ball.

“I saw clouds, then nothing. After consulting specialists across Europe and the U.S., I learned that my case was complicated and required surgery within ten days to avoid total blindness.”

He underwent the operation but faced 17 days of complete blindness. “When a doctor says your case is complicated, you realize it’s beyond medicine; you need to pray. I prayed a lot, and I thank God for the recovery.”

The impact on his game was profound, leading him to retire while still active. “It’s painful to leave the game when you’re still capable. Watching my peers play brings me to tears, which is why I can’t watch any Nigeria matches. I feel a deep sense of loss,” he admitted.

Despite facing financial hardships and contemplating suicide, Opabunmi expresses gratitude for his life and the restoration of his vision. “Even though I went broke, I appreciate God. God restored my sight, and that’s a great achievement.”